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  JESTER'S TEARS LYRICS
 
  
  "Illusion" (2001)
  1. Inside 2. Close To You 3. Storm 4. Speed Of Pain 5. Assassino 6. Shining 7. Illusion 8. I Don't mind 9. Letter 10. To Me, To You, Them 11. The Things That You've Done 12. Everything 13. Unspoken Words 14. And Out
 
 
 
 
 
 
  1. Inside
 
 
 
  2. Close To You
  Don?t walk too close
 Don?t breathe so soft
 Don?t sing a song for me
 Don?t talk so sweet
 Don' lay so near
 Don?t say that you love me
 
 Cause I?m an insect
 And I?m creeping
 And I?m crawling
 I move like a worm
 Where is ma sling?
 Where is my stone?
 Where is the weapon to fight this apathy
 
 That feels like sleep in my limbs
 enlaced by ropes of steel
 That dries my throat beclouds my brain,
 impedes my eyes to see
 
 Whenever you regret your lies
 I will be close to you
 Wherever you will face the truth I?ll be there
 
 So many times
 I?ve cared too much,
 standing on the edge
 Encouraging myself with lies
 Suspecting where you slept.
 
 Where is my Angel?
 Where is my Golden One?
 Oh where my Goddess has gone?
 Where are the blue skies?
 And all the passion?
 That torment, that heat, that pain
 
 Paralyzing everything!
 Rigid...numb...covered with ice
 Being beaten like a dog!
 Is there a difference anymore?
 
 
 
  3. Storm
  Then xero ti thelis moro mou to prowlima then ime ejo
 Tis nichtes jirisis stous thromous kai ejo pethaino etho
 Oti echis, oti ise
 Ali thoulepsane
 Tora thelis na sisis allios tin efthini esi tin kratas
 
 Psachno jia lojia exijisis sito ma se sema pu na tis wries
 Ta lathi pou echo then in?arketa jia ena wima choris lojiki
 
 Storm
 antimetopise
 Storm
 Esi to prokalises
 Storm
 
 Ta paithia mas rotane jiatí ¯ mbambas then meni pia spiti tous
 Tis apantisis pou thinis kiria ejo tis thino allios
 Jia pio lojo, ise pseftra
 Sto soma sou kai stin psichi
 Ta paithia mi chalasis. Me ton tropo sois sou  fowame poli
 
 Antecho polla, pio polla apo sena  jiaaftó © me prokalis 
 Mathe na sewese oria sto telos na mi jino enklimatis 
 
 Storm
 antimetopise
 Storm
 Esi to prokalises
 Storm
 
 
 
  4. Speed Of Pain
  I can remember when the White Angel came to ease my sorrows
 And I ignored what I swore to myself: I regret!
 Where Am I now? Do I pay the price for bloody weakness?
 Here is it again - that doubt and fear of myself.
 
 What I?m praying for?
 What I?m paying for with my life?
 What I?m paying for with my life?
 
 All of my eloquence.
 Will it help to keep me under control? Or will I fail?
 Some would laugh, I know, very loud.
 Powder in white lace is a part of me. Without I?m dying.
 With I?m not afraid of any prophets trying to force me leaving my way.
 
 I gotta reach the speed of pain.
 Throuh that torment a star is born.
 In flesh I will return!
 I gotta reach the speed of pain.
 Throuh that torment a star is born.
 In flesh I will return!
 
 My name is Dimitri!
 I forgot to remain true to myself.
 As I should be to survive this moment of life.
 Instead of a ?FLASH? I should look for more than you?re pretending.
 So I?m still afraid of the prophets trying to force me leaving my way.
 
 
 
  5. Assassino
  With a polished razor
 I split my mind
 And walk right in between
 To find an answer to some ?whys?
 I try to face my secrets
 I try to figure them out
 And the pictures that I see
 Show an assassin in disguise
 He?s been always there
 But never recognized
 I can see his cool reactions
 On the impulse that he gets
 I?m not afraid of
 His intention or will
 I?m feeling good with a guy
 Who knows exactly when he has to kill
 
 All what he needs is a  word
 The Assassin in me
 Oh yes he waits. So please beware
 Of the Assassin in me
 
 I react on impulse
 That?s what I do
 Don?t try to break me ?cause
 It may do some harm to you
 I am the mirror
 That you look into
 Every time you?re smashing me
 Will burst your heart in two
 If you realise
 What you?ve done to yourselve
 You?ll be feeling down, depressed
 Instead of beeing satisfied
 So who do you hate ?
 It?s not really me!
 But if you think you?re right
 Don?t wake up that guy in me
 
 you won?t have to say ?I?m sorry?
 you won?t have to say a word
 You?ve been warned  before but
 You gave no reaction to my words
 
 
 
  6. Shining
  Well you?re leaving in the end
 There ist nothing to pretend, but...sorrow...remains...
 Words escape me when I talk
 And my brain is going to walk...In circles...spinning around...
 I see the shadows on the wall
 in the candle light I see you ...and me
 Hand in hand we walked the shore
 Bying earrings in a store...laughing...cheating
 Talking hours until dawn
 And your lips so endless warm...endless warm
 And the nights we danced away
 Whispering in my ear... ?My life's in your  hand?
 And the nights we slipped away
 Staring at your tears... reflecting the end
 
 You are the one
 You are my shining one
 You are my dream
 You are my shining
 You are my soul
 You are my better world
 You are my life
 You are my shining
 
 We were lying on the floor
 With the feet we closed the door
 Like a prophecy we gained our hearts
 
 We knew this dream tore us apart
 I thought there was another man
 That you shurely had before
 All you said "the past is gone" and
 ?Noone cries !? and  ?Noone dies at all!?
 
 
 
  7. Illusion
  You?re a coward.
 You were crying.
 I heard you cry again last night so try
 not to return.
 Every tide every might that is rising
 is a step into endless relief
 and I feel exactly what you feel. 
 
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Lead the blind away from ignorance.
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Chase the enemy to nowhereland.
 
 You?re agressive.
 You?re depressive.
 You?ve been lost in seas of flames and tears.
 So please return.
 Every tide every might that is rising
 is a step to a final relief
 and I feel exactly what you feel.
 
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Lead the blind away from ignorance.
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Chase the enemy to nowhereland.
 
 No doubt in time everything is a sunshine.
 And we?ll pray to the Goddess of hope
 that we dares to resist the opression.
 We gonna hear them calling and calling our names.
 
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Lead the blind away from ignorance.
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Chase the enemy to nowhereland.
 
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Lead the blind away from ignorance.
 Raise your head and let?s disarm the tyrants.
 Chase the enemy to nowhereland
 
 
 
  8. I Don't mind
  I tried! I retried
 ...to get rid off that handcuffs that tie me
 But I see. Now it?s all getting worse.
 I don?t mind. I?m prepaired for desaster
 
 I have changed...all I see
 Is a way with no return
 
 ?Cause I don?t wanna bleed
 If you want me to go...........I?ll do it again
 ?Cause I don?t wanna bleed
 Don?t try to hurt me this way, ?cause now I am prepaired ...you know
 
 Seven years, maybe more
 I felt in my house like a stranger
 All the tears I was hiding from you
 (are) now the lake you are trying to drown me in
 I have changed...all I see
 Is a way with no return
 
 ?Cause I don?t wanna bleed
 If you want me to go...........I?ll do it again
 ?Cause I don?t wanna bleed
 Don?t try to hurt me this way, ?cause now I am prepaired ...you know
 
 
 
  9. Letter
 
 
 
  10. To Me, To You, Them
  I think you should begin
 Start bringing out the truth
 Let?s share the mystery
 
 You say that I?m captured in secrets and lies
 but I need time to think 
 
 You?re ruining everything
 If you think that you love someone else
 then show me the man
 Maybe I?ll understand
 
 Never thought this could happen to me
 
 This kind of life now
 It shouldn?t be What you did
 What you said
 What you thought
 What you felt
 It was not allright
 To me and to you end to them and to all of our dreams Every word
 Every sigh
 Every touch
 Every lie
 Doesn?t mean a thing.
 To me and to you and to them and to all of our dreams
 
 I?ve been trying to talk to you
 No new words to tell 
 You have changed a lot
 You should talk? cause I know quote a bit about you 
 My head is confused
 Oh how can you carry on? Assuming that your love would always be mine
 You took my presence for granted 
 So I did with your lies
 I don?t know why you think that I?m lying to you That?s the way I feel
 It shouldn?t be
 
 
 
  11. The Things That You've Done
  You touch the scars of my soul and you're wondering
 "Will he be able to love?"
 I told you once and I tell you the same again:
 No questions! No! Not at all! I see - But you go on
 
 I cry - And I reject
 I see - It makes me crazy
 I cry - Can't you respect?
 
 You're nothing else but a number - that's what you are!
 You got nothing to claim
 You ask me things 'bout my life and my destiny
 You wanna know what I think?
 
 Now the time has come
 to end what you've begun
 You'll pay the price for the things that you've done
 
 You say I'm cold and my thoughts are not good for you
 You want to stay? So decide!
 I'm not a liar and that's what your problem is
 So try to accept what I think
 
 Now the time has come
 to end what you've begun
 You'll pay the price for the things that you've done
 
 And for my life you prognosticate unhappiness
 Yes Baby you're right
 But tell me why should I risk to be hurt again?
 So try to accept what I think!
 
 Now the time has come
 to end what you've begun
 You'll pay the price for the things that you've done
 
 
 
  12. Everything
  Another notion
 Another song
 Another chapter?s end
 Like a candle light it fades
 Like a brook that?s flow it?s course
 Time and time again
 
 And everything that will remain
 Is a silent memory
 The stage grows dim
 The curtain falls
 Echoes fade away
 Another hope - another day
 
 Another moment
 Another chance
 And all the tears you hide 
 All the fears you keep inside
 Like tides they come and go
 A sorrow (hidden) under snow
 
 And all the roads you?ve followed
 And for all you did not find
 Just close your eyes
 Don?t turn away
 Just leave the past behind
 And live your dreams
 
 Everything we keep inside
 Everything that really matters
 In my mind I search for words
 Until my heart betrays
 
 Everything we keep inside
 Everything we sometimes hide
 This song for you - Remember me
 All I ask of you - Believe in me
 
 I?ve watched in silence
 Behind those eyes
 Lost some bitter tears
 Can water take the pain
 Doubt and hopes in mind
 Can I ever build the bridge
 
 And I?m holding on tight
 I can still hear the song
 I seek in you 
 I find in you
 All the paintings that I?ve drawn
 Some distant lights - are burning bright
 
 And for all the roads you?ll follow
 And for all you will not find
 Just search within
 And face the fear
 Never burn the bridge behind
 And live your dreams
 
 
 
  13. Unspoken Words
  I'd do anything
 to hold on to you 
 just about anything
 to be with you I'd hold on to you
 til the stars no longer wink
 I'd hold on to you
 til you figure out....just what you think 
 
 All through the night hearing the dock tick
 All through the night I'm with you
 hours I wait just for a mind kick
 Dont't know where it leads me to 
 
 Tenthousend times I wait for the morning star
 Tenthousend miles I have to go....I see
 I cry
 Unspoken words, so many words
 I see
 I cry
 They never lie
 Unspoken words 
 
 There's no end cause there's no beginning
 Am I the one that she calls?
 How can I explain? What am I winning?
 Do I pretend not to fall? 
 
 Tenthousend times I wait for the morning star
 Tenthousend miles I have to go.... I see
 I cry
 Unspoken words, so many words
 I see
 I cry
 They never lie
 Unspoken words .....
 
 there's a whisper escaping my tongue and my lips
 formed by a certain vision...and with an unknown passion
 but there's no return Tenthousend times I wait for the morning star
 Tenthousend miles I have to
 
 
 
  14. And Out
  
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