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VORTEX LYRICS
"Deeper Beyond" (2004 Demo)
1. Plural Speech
2. Broken Mirror
3. Deeper Beyond
4. Psycho
5. I Remember
6. Burning Beliefs
7. The Edge
8. Spreading The Hate
9. Stuck In Myself
1. Plural Speech
Don't tell me that i've got a choice
when all the skill you own
is a will to be throned
then what d’you mean by choice
Everyone of those speaks the same
brave promises they yeild
Words from you seem like rotten eggs
Givin' not a sign of the stench inside,
leaving not a trace of your cruel grace
You spit in my face
My life you don't care
You spit in my face
Your lies i won't take!
No...
This time you won't make me believe
'Cause I'm not a man to serve your plan
I'm not gonna let you choose my fate
Lies you throw mean nothing
I defy what you claim
Shut up, take a rest
'cause I know what's next
I defy these games
Life is in my hands
What makes you think you know what is right
Why should my life depend on you
You may now speak whatever you want
But I don't really care...
2. Broken Mirror
I wonder where to start from but I can't get out of this
when I look back at my life, my eyes see a spoiled dream
Creation of my own will this world reflects what I need
But when the mirror's broken besides lays a wall of bricks
Baptized in sin I'm crawling, seeking the cure for my soul
Fake values are now fallen, alone I stand on the Earth
A mirror of lies
I reached to touch that image, all I sensed - a cold glass
I tried to feel the sunshine but no warmth seemed to pass
As I lay between my thoughts, looking at those crystal pieces
All I taste onto my tongue is pain that cuts like razor
Cold freezes all my blood thought my soul is on fire
I broke that mirror myself, I cut my veins on it's edge
A mirror of lies
Mirror's broken
My hope I lost there
and time won't cover
The pain that's in me...
Mirror's broken
3. Deeper Beyond
In deepest depths of your soul
There's something that hides
Beneath the thoughts that come out of your mind
You can't explain what it is
You don't know where it comes from
For sure you know you exist
When this feeling isn't yet gone
My eyes can't see what is real
But when I close them I'm looking beyond
Furious noise can burst off my ears
But nothing can deafen the voice of the soul
Going beyond, looking behind
There is a link you won't find
Further you see, less you dwell in...
Knowledge will conquer your mind
The pain inside of my heart
I've always felt
The duel with my own mind was not just a game
Who am I to ask why?
Why do you think you have wings?
Why do we stare at the sky
when feet are stuck to the ground?
Going beyond, deeper beyond...
4. Psycho
I don't know who I am, I can't remember where I've been.
Pictures changing, people fading, nothing's what it seems...
I'm feeling paranoid,
I try to grasp my throat.
I look for something to destroy,
Or my brain will overload.
My body starts to shake and my head fills up with noise
How much more can I take? I guess it's not my fucking choice...
I never really managed
To escape from all my fears
I've been living like a savage
But the end is very near.
A dark cloud passes through my brain,
Am I who I think I am?
Blood slowly freezes in my veins
Am I really who I think I am?!
I wish I never had this feeling,
it comes back like an echo
Is it just a nasty dream
Or am I going psycho?
So here I stand again, a master of insanity.
Pain is now my only friend in a lost world of brutality.
I heard somebody sayin'
that the only way to fight
is not with words of prayin'
but be aware and hold on tight
A dark cloud passes through my brain,
Am I who I think I am?
Blood slowly freezes in my veins
Am I really who I think I am?!
I wish I never had this feeling,
it comes back like an echo
Is it just a nasty dream
Or am I going psycho?
But I always have this feeling,
It comes back like an echo
Is it just a nasty dream
Or am I going psycho?
5. I Remember
I remember yesterday
The wind was blowing through my hair
I can feel the bright fresh air
That was all around me in those days
Life was never torn to pieces
And the sun was always near
All I asked was always answered
'cause I was living in the Truth
Now my life's become so strange
Growing up I've lost something
All the colors fade to grey
Everything my eyes see spoils my dreams
I don't wanna pass my days
Playing games with mortal end
Now I reach for what I've lost there
All the innocence and truth
All of my life I've been dreaming of something
All of my days I've been searching for nothing
Things that I thought of were so clear in my mind
I never knew but the feeling was my guide
All your eyes see determines your mind
All that you know you're sure is right
Hold on to things that you feel in your heart
Hold on to things that lie on your soul
Beware of what you learnt to be right
Hold on to your dreams searching the light
All of my life I've been dreaming of something
All of my days I've been searching for nothing
Things that I thought of were so clear in my mind
I never knew but the feeling was my guide
6. Burning Beliefs
A day begins with a shout and scream
Again a day for you to kill
The weapons used - a suit and tie
The blood you shed - a worn out lie
An all-day fight begins outside
This trendy stream expects no pride
You act as dog fetching the stick
but in the end you'll get a kick
What feeds your will?
Deep in your mind
Don't you hear a desperate cry?
Though you've lost the way to your heart
You can tear chains apart
You'd better crawl on your knees
You'd better burn all beliefs
Your face you'll turn into a mask
Your soul is down in the dust
All my life I walk a path to nowhere
Day and night I turn light into darkness
All my life I walk a path to nowhere
Day and night I've turned my life to nightmare
A tick-tock sound clips in the ear
Exposing you a truth so clear
You fight an enemy so strong
It slowly burns what you behold
Through all my life I've always been
Afraid to choose my destiny.
The more I try, the less I get
But looking back I don't regret
Then what makes you scream?
Deep in your mind
Don't you hear a desperate cry?
Though you've lost the way to your heart
You can tear chains apart
Why do you crawl on your knees?
Why do you burn your beliefs?
Your face is not just a mask
Dig out your soul from the dust
Don't ever crawl on your knees
And never burn your believes
Your face is not just a mask
Fight for your soul!
7. The Edge
Dying angels, twisted wings
Falling under faithful sins
Seas of sorrow flood the time
Realising - hope will die
Lost in the twilight of day fading out
Lookng for help where no help is allowed
Watching the world through indifferent eyes
Of the lies and the cries, no one survives
No more heroes, no more queens
No more beauties, only beasts
Eyes are staring at the door
Enters virgin...no! She's a whore
Steps approaching on the floor
One word coming - "Evermore"
Looking for light in the day faded out
Screaming for help, still no help is allowed
Watching the world through my blind-folded eyes
Now I believe that hope never dies
No more heroes, no more queens
No more beauties, only beasts
Eyes are staring at the door
Enters virgin...no! She's a whore
Neverending foolish war
Raven's screaming - "Nevermore"
Up from dust and lusty sins
Angels spread again their wings
Their voices now I hear, telling:
"My son don't you fear,
Life is just a simple game
Save your faith and you can play"
8. Spreading The Hate
Was it my fault , I don't really know
But every time you look at me
Your hidden anger grows
You seem to have some kind of problem
That noone knows about
Your friends still think you're normal
But I know what you are
The mask you wear
can't hide what lies beneath
A filthy lier, messed-up kid
Huhhh...
That's right!!
My closest friends keep away from me now
But it's gonna end when I deal with you pal
The whole damn city looks at me like I'm a fuckin' scum
You must believe my patience's growing short
Twisting my mind, spreading the hate
Driving me mad you mock my name
Throwing up lies behind my back
It's your time to die, you little fuck
Soon you'll find yourself
Trapped within your lies
There'll be no escape
No one will hear your cries
Can you feel it commin'?
Take a last breath
I promise you'll regret
The day we first met
9. Stuck In Myself
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