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NO SISSY STUFF LYRICS
"Last Poem" (2001 Demo)
1. Painted Black
2. Last Poem
3. None Of Us
4. Empty
5. Shining
6. Trains
7. Dark Side
1. Painted Black
Raping my thoughts
cause I want to forget
dreams got dark shadows
You've painted them black
It's far away and so damn near
like fading pictures
shadows dancing on my memories
bleeding wounds that once were dried
cold streams of tears that once were iced
It's so damn near, seems far away
like a puppet that's sick of getting played
Playing some old games that once satisfied
but only the black days stay on my mind
While I was bleeding rain turned to snow
Something was freezing
Pain stopped to grow
While it was freezing
pain stopped to grow
Oh so relieving but still I wanna go
Hiding the real things that I couldn't find
My mind keeps the secret
My human thoughts are blind
Passing strange spheres
I'm running too fast
Fantasies play with my thoughts
There are mists on the path
It's far away and so damn near
like fading pictures
shadows dancing on my memories
Bleeding wounds that once were dried
Cold streams of tears that once were frozen
Iced!
2. Last Poem
Alone in this world
somewhere between dreams and reality
A new dimension opens and
he sees what noone else can see
While the thing inside his head turns faster
he hears some inner voices whisper:
Poor poet, you're too late
your words are all said
your poems are already made
Alone at a cemetary
where inspiration's all around
Usual pictures that were already used
was all that he found
While feelings won't change into distinct thoughts
he realizes the modern poets faults:
Poor poet...
He sees it like a fading vision
and he makes his last decision
he takes and empty paper and then
he writes his last poem:
Alone at the station with an empty paper in my hand
travelling through human thoughts,
dreaming away into the other land
While the thing inside my head is turning faster
I hear some inner voices whisper:
Poor poet...
And suddenly the poets gone
He missed his train but travells on
3. None Of Us
Considering that that's the truth
think about it I'm not sure
HE is great but I can't see
HE is inside us - not in me
Singing gospels when they shower
Hoping, praying every fuckin' hour
Two World Wars - third one to follow
They don't care but are full of sorrow
Someone helps when it's too late
Joan believes in God is great
And they still keep on believing
But I can't neither feel nor see HIM
Thought I lost my mind before
Think about it - I'm not sure
Believe in HIM but what's that giving
People pray - they are not living
Life after death - oh, they're so clever
Who wants to live forever?
It brought me to my knees
Stand up! they say
believe - is that enough?
Someone helps when it's too late
Joan believes in God is great
And they still keep on believing
But I can't neither feel nor see HIM
4. Empty
Damn, I'm caught in my own hell
Do not think - what do I feel?
Nothing's there a hole in me
Search and find empty prayers
Close my eyes, feel the wind
search and find a hole in my head
Nothing's there
somewhere here
find something but nothing's there
Forced to see something
visions form in your mind
but the great wide nothing stays behind
Even maybe there's something
in the deepth of your mind
but the great wide nothing stays behind
Blind and there's either something to see
someone in my head - not me
great wide nothing over all
storms in my head and a waterfall
Search and find that nothing's there
in my head - empty prayer
To think about
life and death
leads to many words
and into emptiness
You can find a reason for all
If you only want to
but by a closer look you'll see
after all we're empty
after all we're empty
5. Shining
Today a new feeling arrived
they say that it's called doubt
misguided by my own decision
A labyrinth with no way out
I knew it all but now I doubt
if I can see when my eyes are closed
There is no time that lasts forever
here I stand with nothing won
but in this game of shining stars
please let me be the sun
Today I had a vision
and for a moment I did understand
but then I just forgot it
cause I woke up in their land
And next time when I start to doubt
I know I see better when my eyes are closed
There is no time that lasts forever
here I stand with nothing won
but in this game of shining stars
please let me be the sun
2 x Chorus
I know I was right 'cause I was right
cause I know who I am
I'll never be wrong
Shine on!
6. Trains
Sometimes we go the wrong way
but we've got to go it to it's end
maybe it's senseless
but that's the way man's sent
(Pushed and pulled to the goal)
But where is the beginning and where is the end
and who is the master who moves us with his hands?
Or is everything made of science and physics
or is it just mans mind
that fools us with some simple tricks?
And all the red lights
and all the stop signs
make me go
Cause we never know where we are
and we'll never know where we're going to
but that's our fate we every day have to go through
Can we sleep in our believe and let us move by our fate
or are we alone here - some fools in this world?
Trains, mists and sunset
A tear for the past
go on our way
seems it's all over too fast
Sometimes the wrong way is the right one
but what is wrong and what's right?
Perhaps we have to sleep before the day is done
and the darkness full of light?
Cause we never know where we are
and we'll never know where we're going to
but that's our fate we every day have to go through
Can we sleep in our believe and let us move by our fate
or are we alone here - some fools in this world?
Can we sleep in our believe and let us move by our fate
or are we alone here - some fools in this world?
I can't sleep in my believe, I am not moved by so called fate
I am alone here, but the master of my world!!!
7. Dark Side
Thunder, I don't know your rhythm
Rain, I don't know your melody
but I know that the path I'm going
does not lead me where I want to be
Stay by my side
fill the air with hate
your cold hands are to touch me
come, lead me to my grave
I'm turning to the dark side
and I fall with all my thoughts
now I can't see that there is more inside me
than just all these faults
I thought that I was rising
and now I'm deeper than I ever was
You always said to help me
but today you caused my fall
Rhythm - look I'm not dancing
cause you don't move my heart
for everything I'm doing
is not to make me laugh
Stay by my side
fulfill my fate
fearless I will follow
come, lead me to my grave
...and everything I'm feeling
is there to change each day
strange winds in my head are blowing
are forcing me to say
I thought that I was rising
and now I'm deeper than I ever was
you always said to help me
but today you caused my fall
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