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NARSILION LYRICS
"The Hate Lay Hidden" (2002)
1. The Layers of Lunacy
2. This Illusion
3. A Shadow of My Former Self
4. Heartless Distortion
5. The Hate Lay Hidden
6. Never
7. Another Pawn Falls
8. Per Speculum Part 1
9. Instrumental 1
10. Instrumental 2
11. Per Speculum Part 2
1. The Layers of Lunacy
I wait, analyze my mind
You speak, looking down inside, my mind
Analyzing my life and my fate
Abusive mother or father, but it's all the same
These things have no precedence, for you, for you, for you
Freud looked into their mind, Messing up what's inside
These people needed help, not a padded room
Their brain broken up
A cracked egg, so what am I?
But it's my life
You crushed the thoughts I possess, that I keep beneath an open eye
You think I'm fractured open, But the isn't truth always a lie
And I must survive
Caress, the things I'm feeling
Schizophrenia, two in one
Attempt, to hold me together / Stability, but what's the fun
Where is the virtue of what I am?
For a human being, I am not
Wouldn't you rather be hated for who you are
Then for who you are not
A swelling tale that winds may be, but the dreams still come to me
I see the ever moment, my sacrifice
One step to getting more sane, my will has died
Destructive behavior, Destroy the light
The jacket will keep me and my hands held tied
But I will survive
Caress, the things I'm feeling
Sympathy, for a broken heart
Attempt, to hold me together
Stabile, but I am falling apart
2. This Illusion
Lost in Immaculate Vanity, Blinded
A cracked Mirror of what you see
In this one lost reality, Eternal
Know that I pull the strings, Marionette
It's a Paradox Romance
Do you believe the lies you see?
I continue to the warn you
But why should you believe me
Shattered and Broken Awaken, but Reborn Social Unacceptance Now lost and scorned
Crushed and Shattered Awaken, but Reborn Social Unacceptance Now lost and scorned
Know not, illusion isn't real Believe not, the pain that I feel You feel not, this world isn't clear You know not For it's not God but me you fear
You watch me, like no other
I keep planning this forever
You watch me, Time to kill
Your death is the last pain I'll feel
Hold the Truth
You see through your eyes
You stay blindfolded
Only see lies
3. A Shadow of My Former Self
I used to be, Portray the lies of this form you see
There used to be, A world with no pain in me
I've seen wonders, Wonders that would change the way I felt
I was alive, Alive, Now the shadow of my former self
I was a creature, A creature of the dark
Now the anger, Anger that broke my soul apart
Believe in me, Have you seen life without hypocrisy?
I used to be, Portray the lies of this form you see
I blink my eyes, Black serenity
An endless life, Of vanity
I close my eyes, Hoping for sweet pricks
Hot- ash confinement, On my Skin
The pain, It Multiplies
The sorrow, in my life
To control this hell in me
To full fill my life of this destiny
To restart my life and find the way
To begin again, but I'm the slave
4. Heartless Distortion
Heartless distortion comes into their mind
Be that I'm waiting under the courtroom light
Feeling the darkness of the verdict in mind
Wait can't I see
Know the judge holds the key for eternity
Judgment is coming but you know only animosity
I see the jury in this courtroom light
Waiting for them to destroy my life
Feeling of darkness comes over me
I see the madness of wounds in me
Things last forever, but no time in mind
To kill what's destroying me
For as you know it, seeing the waste that I feel inside
Portions of my being have predestined death under an opened mind
Deny the truth that tomorrow is only a dream
You look way to far, but it isn't as it seems
Somber eyes feel this court As they look down upon you You call out for mercy Plea, but I know what is true
(repeat)
You claim innocence for that you know not
But it is you who shall pay for the blood of the guilty
You scream repentance for that you know why
It is you who shall pay for the blood of the many
Somber eyes feel this world
As the judge look down upon you
Upon this hour of truth
And the sentence of the weak
Closed by the veil of truth
I feel the time of death is near
5. The Hate Lay Hidden
From Deep Down, I Explode
On Your Mind, On Your Soul
It dwells deep, within the flesh
a Deadly Gruesome, Black Caress
And When Your Skin, Starts to crawl
That is the taste, Of what it holds
Monster, From inside; Feeding, On your mind
Nightmare, From your soul; Killing, All your Hopes
As it starts, Feel the burn
Twisted inside, Your stomach churns
Now the nausea, Begins within
Brings you to, Your knees again
From Deep Down, I Explode
On Your Mind, On Your Soul
Acid Taste, In your throat
Call me fear, As I watch you choke
I won't die to see the end
I'm alive, the hate again
6. Never
Follow the candles light for those who are divine
A once controlling fate, for those who lost their way
Is it my destiny to caress and bleed
They come the hypocrites who know that I
You know the feeling that enhances their lies
For you wait and see, hell is your destiny
So you know the light, even God's hand won't hold you tight
Coming, I
Social surprise
Feeling the way
Today is your day
Fathomless as the feelings go
The wretched from those I hold
Unleashing the beast
Suppress your instinct
Comfort the pain. I know your way
You're blessed with intensity. You know, I'm sorry
Feeling the flames. I know your ways
The blind can see, but even you believe
I wait and see the light for the humble will survive
A once controlling fate for those who share my pain
Is it my, animosity
Never again shall I bleed
7. Another Pawn Falls
Know the contents, You suffer each day
Holding the truth, That you're so scared to say
You stepped into the light
Seeking Shelter inside
Crying, You weep for all your pain
Wining, For every price you pay
You know not, Everything you do
Believe it, Your the King's fool
Another Pawn Falls, He's the only one
Another Pawn Falls, The forgotten son
Another Pawn Falls, His control denied
Another Pawn Falls, Sees the others die
Another Pawn Falls, Into the night
Another Pawn Falls, Without a fight
Know that their one, And know that I'm all
I continue to laugh, Each step that you fall
How does the weight feel, Pulling on your Shadow
I move forward still, Up the ladder I go
I'll break you down, To the bottom
You're so Alone, You're so alone
8. Per Speculum Part 1
9. Instrumental 1
10. Instrumental 2
11. Per Speculum Part 2
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