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ARS MORIENDI LYRICS
"Journey To Your Agony" (2006)
1. Shot You Down
2. Hate And Pain
3. Breathless
4. My Worst Enemy
5. Fears
6. Dark Secrets
7. Nothing Will Change
8. Retrospect
9. Knives
10. A Weak Moment
11. The Journey Ends
1. Shot You Down
You think you know me
But you haven’t read a single letter in me
I am a lost ancient book for you
But you don’t want to know me better
I know all of your lies about me
But in this way you cannot match me
You are only one of the crowd swamped with waste
So let me alone, don’t spread your lie-filled speeches on me
That’s the reason I will not die
I will stand, maybe fall
I am living the only way I can live on my own
I know everything about you
But I will not match you with these mindless things
I could tell you something about me
But then I have to shoot you down
Shot you down
Shot you down
Shot you down
Shot you down
I want to kill you because of your stupid mind
I want to spread some of my intense aggression
I want to have a genocide, killing those you know
You want to persuade me
You want to torment me
You want to kill me
You wanna see me dead
You want to kill me because I go my own way
I don’t listen to your dissimulated opinions
I never listen to you
2. Hate And Pain
There is a feeling inside of me
I cannot describe
There is a feeling inside of me
I can’t say whence it came - Hate and Pain
Feeling Hate – Feeling Pain
Spreading Pain – Earning Hate
I will feel pain in every way I can imagine
Hating myself for not being able to feel fear
I don’t know why - I have nothing to fear
All threads are woven – Woven by norns of the north
Standing here, alone in lines
Waiting for the end of the day
Here I am now, looking forward to the norn’s wish
Hit by one, feeling pain, fears touch me - Hate and Pain
Still standing on the end of the day
Don’t know – Should I laugh or cry
I am lost in this place but still alive
I don’t know why - I have nothing to fear
All threads are woven – woven by norns of the north
Never see the lights again
Only my fears that I will see it all again
Are holding me still in reality
3. Breathless
Dying breathless on death’s bed
Gasping for air, kissed by an angel’s breath
Or some kind of living dead
And from now until the end
Missing everything of my other life
I am staring down at intimate feelings
Desires after something unknown
Until the black rose is welking
Why do I see the invisible man
Standing among my own demons
Waiting for an endless light – In vain
Losing my belief in being saved
Falling down screaming, reaching for the open hand
Vanishing before my inner eyes
Salvation blown away
Dissolving all my dreams
Salvation blown away
Dying until the next invasion
Cold and empty, filled with my own agony
Unleashing the demons from my soul
Falling into the darkness to tame my blame
4. My Worst Enemy
I am the worst enemy of myself
Hunting things I shouldn’t see
Seeing things better unseen forever
But no way, no chance to hide - I will see
Spreading words, spreading feelings
No thoughts behind, only this moment is important
Hurting so many beings with only one word
I have destroyed pictures drawn by someone
Destroyed only for one moment in another world
Every minute, every second so emotional
Feeling words, feeling thoughts
Touching, smelling, hurting
Too many expectations, still hurting
Millions of bullets are hitting me
Shot from an endless long fireline
I saw them all coming to me
But I just stood and waited
Now I lay on the soil
Drenched with my own blood, this moment is my very last
Feeling nothing, only freedom
Still tasting and smelling her
Her blood her lips, her sweat and tears
My bloody skin
5. Fears
My Fears, these are my fears
Which no one should ever have
My Life, this is my Life
In Fear but there is
A request
Can this be real, is this our life
Blind passengers in a world of fire
Stormy flames blazing from our hearts
And we burn like tinder
My fears, these are my fears
I have realised, we will forever be immobilized
Do you think this is Utopia?
But why are we just standing and watching them tormenting us
This means oppression
Books burning, leaders speaking
Brother fights brother
Are you sure you want to do this?
These are our jails, made with our own apathy
I have realised, we will forever - be immobilized
Do you think this could be real
But this is the Land
Where nothing is true and nobody is - free
My Fears, these are my fears
Which never should become true
6. Dark Secrets
I am a slave to a god which doesn’t exist
I am a victim celebrating the false faith
Who can show me true belief?
Back to nothing
To the same old song
Back to nowhere
Falling into self destruction
I am forcing me to whip myself
Keeping my demons within bounds of renouncement
But they are breaking their chains apart
There is no escape for me
Generations of bloody wartime
Raging hordes of Fire and Death
Kidnapped and tortured, standing in pain
Kidnapped and tortured, first time being free
Back into darkness
To my private hell
Back to the victims
Of my Armageddon
I am forcing me to whip myself
Keeping my demons within bounds of renouncement
But they are breaking their chains apart
There is no escape from my dark secrets
Dark Secrets
7. Nothing Will Change
My hate is fuelled straight from my heart
Energy from the depths of my soul
Destroyed illusions – Total confusion
My dead heart is crying
Murdered by lies from the voted ones
Who wants to decide it again
Decisions for thousands
Done by one figure in the front
Nothing will change
Until the sun burns out
The great commanders
Never seen, but still here
Everbody knows but known by none
Only lies have been told
But none with shame
A thousand lies for a dying world
Decisions for thousands
Done by one figure in the front
Nothing will change
Until the sun burns out
8. Retrospect
What we have learned about the past
And what we think we know - nothing
What we will do in our future
And what we think we can decide
Still now, we are the audience of our present
What we think about the past
Still now, we are the audience of our present
And what is the reason
Retrospect
What we know and what we think
And what we do and what we should
Nobody can understand the past
And it will never be the same
But it is repeating, but it’s never the same
What do we expect of the future
But it is repeating, but it’s never the same
And what is the reason
Prospect
Watch - where we are living
Observe - how we live
Check - for strengths
Convince - get people to think
9. Knives
So many knives
So many knives, so many lies
So many lives, too many knives
So when I live my faith will cry
So when I die our souls will fly
So when I am dead my lies will not die
So when my lies die there are still thousands of knives
Come a little bit closer - Don’t be afraid
Come a little bit closer - Closer and listen to my lies
Stay close I will stab you with my knives
You’re lying close to my feet
Look to the bloody ground around your white body
Watch your soul fly away crying
Stay away from me - Please be afraid
Stay away from me - Never listen to my lies
10. A Weak Moment
I feel hate
For those who think they know me
You will never understand me
Not a single piece of my insides
Don’t try it, you will loose
There couldn’t be a new beginning without an end
No fun at this place, no hope is left
No gold mine, no luck for me
One dissapointment after the other
Fighting hard for my cause, but in the end the fight is lost
Another day, another way – One mistake and all is lost
No feelings left, inside of me
Now I only look after myself
No inspirations, inside of me
Now I only look after myself
Chaotic thoughts in my mind
Hate comes out of me, destroys me and all around me
But next day everything will be the same
There couldn’t be a new beginning without an end
No fun at this place, no hope is left
Full of Expectations, full of Inspiration
Again one dissapointment after the other
Stagnation – A word which never should be said
Now it’s always in my thoughts, inside of me
No new life without a complete end
Seeing my inner weaknesses
Seeing my mistakes and my faults
Only the weak end their lives in self pity
11. The Journey Ends
You tried to build a wall beside and all around me
You cannot build it high and fast enough for me
When you are standing still I´m always on the run
The journey ends but things remain the same
You´ll never see the sun beneath the clouds
cause this will be the journey to your agony
if you don´t turn around
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